so I decided that journaling would make me feel better and put my life into perspective, maybe organize it and give it a focus. or maybe not
So i have lots of school stuff that I need to get finished and I am building up excitement and not stress about finishing it.
Something that is stressing me out though is the fact that I can't get the internet to work on my laptop, but I think that is user error and I am sure that if I sat down and thought about it or called the computer help people I could figure it out
but i can't call the computer help people today because it is sunday
and i guess it is not that big of a deal because I can just use one of the computers in the library but i would like to just use my own compt. enough about that
sooo I have given up getting worked up about not subbing and will just let it go just a lil annoyed that it didn't work out better but i know that I did but forth a get effort and that it wasnt me it was the sub system
i am thinking about next semester being more organized with my school work time and being better about planning things out
I am also contemplating seriously looking for some sort of stable work or maybe going to the temp agency to find some work
as of now I am going to focus on the end of the semester and getting everything finished. I started tutoring so I am going to stick with that even though it is disorganized but as long as they pay me I am happy.
I should be getting paid on wed. for that so we will see
I still need to figure out the deal about getting reimbursed for fingerprinting
i should look for the info to send the guy bout it
i do not have the receipt cause it was dinky and not a real receipt and believe i threw it away when i thought i wasnt working for them
sooo i am slowly over the drama of the tutoring company
if i get paid on wed. like i am susposed to I will look beyond their disorganization and just do it for the money
there are random people that I should do a better job about keeping in touch with or seeing we occasionally
i am excited about seeing josh in dec. when he comes home from London I think about fond past times we had all the time I am jealous and happy for him that he is having a great time time of his life
so this is a long post that prolly wont make too much sense to the people reading it but it is making me feel better already
I am making this post from Donnie's laptop I spent the night here and felt surprisingly good when I woke up
I had a great time yesterday hanging out with Shaun, Donnie and Tommy
today should be a good day I am hoping to be super productive
going home in a min to get ready for the day and get my car and things then heading to the library
i plan on just using one of the compts in the library
i do need to call my parents later just to chat and check in cause it has been awhile i feel like since i have talked to them
I met someone who felt the same way, but I remember him more for being strong enough to change. From him I learned that people are more than their mistakes.
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Many years ago, an older man that I trusted had inappropriate sexual contact with me. Twelve years of therapy and a suicide attempt later, and I still live with it every day.
A big part of me will forever be defined by the worst thing that ever happened to me.
I am working on a submission package to try to get my comic syndicated in newspapers. I don't care that newspapers are dead and stuff. it has been a personal goal of mine since i was a midget elf boy. here is one I just did.
Freelance life can be tough. Long gaps between commissions. Accounts departments who just can't seem to find your invoice. Not to mention the ever-present need to get your work seen by the people who count.
Jonny Wan, a freelance illustrator from Sheffield, knows all about that. A graduate of the Manchester School of Art, he's constantly striving to ensure his unique illustrative style (think abstracted facial expressions, patterns, symmetry and hand-drawn lettering) snags the attention of creative directors everywhere – and he does so via Business Cards and Postcards from MOO. ( More )